Hello, my name is Adam do Amaral and this will be my first blog entry ever. I have never kept a journal or any other kind of book in which I wrote my feelings. To find out that I had to keep a online blog as a journal scares me a little. Journals are meant to be kept secret, so the thought that everyone can see my thoughts, see what I'm going through, but not actually know me freaks me out.
It is really hard for me to write down my feelings especially when the journals are assignments and not of my own accord. It may be different to write blogs if I did them for fun but for entries to be mandatory and to be evaluated. How does the professor grade? What does she think of it? Many questions can arise and even more when dealing with my classmates. What are they thinking of me? Am I weird, stupid, cool, funny etc... Do they like my thoughts or hate my thoughts? Is anyone going through a similar situation as me?
As of right now I am scared shitless in opening myself to the world or atleast the class in such a way as the Internet. It takes a lot of time for me to open up. But as the class continues I feel I can reveal the true me to the world.
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You're off to a great start Adam! I'm proud of you :)
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